The alarm went off too early this morning and I was jolted awake, bolting upward and silently gasping. I had the worst dream. Someone please tell me what this means:
I swiped my metrocard and walked down into the subway. There were a few scattered strangers underground, none of them paying attention to me. I felt sick and full and shaken, leaned over and vomited. But I couldn’t stop. It was violent, until I was on my hands and knees, shaking and wretching. The train came and the strangers got on. No one got off. I was all alone and gagging and throwing up bright red blood and spitting when the alarm went off.
I didn’t drink last night. I had a small cheese sandwich for dinner.
What the fuck does that mean?
